We Are Happy Now

What would you do,
If you dream of something so absurd
You knew it was in the past
And are willing to let it go...
You knew you hurt him
But sure that he'll never be there again?
Ouh such a crazy thing to dream about him
It's not right at all...
I cannot afford to be so unfaithful even in my dreams
Bukannya I solat istikharah untuk minta petunjuk or what not
It's not like I have to choose between these two
I've been with my man for such along time
And left the past years ago
So why did I dream about him?
Do not assume you know about the person I'm talking about
Because I don't think anyone would ever guess it's him

*it is just a dream*

But the feeling is real!

*it is just a dream*

But it felt so right!

*it is just a DREAM, and he's happy now and so are you!*

...well I guess you're right
It is just a dream that I shouldn't think about
Wherever you are, I'll pray for you
Sorry I failed you
But I am happy now
And I know you are too
Let it be...

*p/s: No...no... it's not him... so stop guessing, it's NOT him*
...whoever you think it is...

Hello Bloggy!

I think tomorrow is Aidil Adha
And this post is still at the same page of Aidil Fitri's post?
Errr.... No wonder, Meera, you asked me to update
The bloggy is totally out-dated!
Gosh...

As usual, I must be at home whenever I update my blog
So yeah... I'm at home in Taman Tun
Almost been a month already
*...and another month to go??*
Ouh brother! What am I suppose to do??

Update update!

18th Nov
That boy who stays faaaaarr away wanted to come over
Just to buy a shirt?
Came with his sister and hung out together



19th - 22nd Nov
Langkawi trip! wuhoo!
The journey started with KL Central - Arau - Kuala Perlis - Langkawi
Went to Arau by train and then off to K.Perlis by cab
From Arau to Langkawi , took the ferry
And Kuah to Cenang we got a bus
The next day, island hopping session with the boats
Lastly, we travelled back home by flight
From Langkawi Airport to KLIA
Fiiiiuuuhh! What an adventure!
It was all worth the effort...




25th Nov
Finally get to spend time with Lil Miss New Zealand
Atiqah is back home in Malaysia for her holiday
While Khalis in still in town for the meanwhile
Before she sets her foot in Bangkok and Jakarta
Leyna errr... lecture I guess, not available
Diana busy with her meeting making advertisement for Shell
So there's just the three of us
Laughs all the way...
Went down the memory lane...
Teringat time sekolah dulu-dulu!

* we had lunch at Paddington's House of Pancakes, by the way*
YUMMY!!

Is It An Absurd Way To Love?

Suka sangat dengan lagu Jay Sean 'Down' tu kan?
Tak habis-habis nyanyi lagu tuh

No, I cuma rasa mengarutnya dia akan sayang perempuan tuh ...
'even if the sky is falling down, down, down'

Oh, mengarut is it?
At least he loves his girl 'even if the sky is falling down'...
You tuh?

*pause with a smile*

'Even if the sun won't shine, shine, shine...'

*Tuh tak mengarut pulak kan? okay...*

Lame-ness

Eeee! Bosannya blog saya ni!
Previous posts sounded very depressing
Macam mana nak buat ye?
I am a very lame person
Period.

Feel This

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Try and catch me now
It's too late
To catch me now.


Thanks to Fyqa for this song
Now I can fully feel this song

Raya Yeay!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri to all!
My house is full today, in Taman Tun that is
Tak balik raya kat Kedah pon meriah jugak!
That is what I love about celebrating my raya here in KL
Few years already I haven't got the chance to go for raya prayer
Today I made it!
I am very happy this raya!
Dah lah baju raya cantik
I'll update on my raya again!

Your Freaking Sad Life

You are a total bullshit to me
You lied and you cheat
You asked for a chance?
In your freaking dream!
I will not forgive nor will I forget
You don't deserve happiness in this world
Because you made me so pissed off
And I hate you so much
Sometimes I wish you would just die
But then again, when I think about it
Just go live you freaking sad life!

You are not welcome in my life
Thank you and please don't come again!